Comparison in a sense to degrade your own progress is vicious. Look at where you are today, emotionally and spiritually. If you are not better, you have every ability to become better. So do better.
- Do you need to lose weight? Commit to a healthier lifestyle.
- Do you need to be spiritually stronger? Get closer to God.
- Need balance? Get rid of anything and anyone that does not serve the purpose. This shouldn’t be a harsh move but a gentle glide.
Your future you is depending on your current you to be grounded.
Stop sabotaging yourself. Stop saying you want something and then doing everything to make sure it does not happen (read that again).
Self-sabotage is a lack of belief in yourself. God believes in you so much that she filled you with His purpose.
Be stable. Be confident and be good.