I Won’t Let Go

I have been chosen for His purpose, which then confirms that this all works together for my good and His glory, so I won’t let go.

There is still a process that I must go through, but I won’t let go.

To see the face that greeted me with a smile and a kiss on the cheek, now unable to express emotion- I can’t let go. 

To see the hands that combed my hair, changed my pampers, adjusted my clothing, provided me food, and held me close- unable to move. I still can’t let go.

To see the feet that took me to band and orchestra rehearsals, cheerleading practices and my basketball games, immovable and no longer able to run with me- I still can’t let go.

Having to witness in a few days, the body that carried my body for 9 months, placed in a metal container, lowered into the ground, and never seen again in this form, yet and still…I cannot let go.

The reason why I cannot let go is because you, my Father, are holding me and you won’t let me go. My weakness becomes strengthened through only you. When I feel my knees buckle and about to give way to me falling to the floor and wailing, you hold me up to stand. When my voice is weak and shaky from emotional strain, you speak through me.

I can’t let go…because Jesus, you didn’t let go of me. When I tried to get away from you, doing what I thought I wanted to do, I could not pull away- because you would not let me go.


I would be crazy to think that a Father who has predicated His and my entire existence on love, would desire to see me hurt to the core. Because I know that you are not that kind of Father- a Father who says one thing, and does another…I can’t let go.

I am hanging on by a thread. I am clinging to every prayer, but I won’t let go, because you didn’t let me go.

“For I, the LORD your God, will hold your right hand, Saying to you, ‘Fear not, I will help you.’ Isaiah‬ ‭41:13‬ ‭NKJV‬‬

16 thoughts on “I Won’t Let Go

  1. That’s right. Sis praise. Him!!!! through it all don’t let go !!!he see”s your tears!!he”s. Carrying you!!!(footprints in the sand)

  2. THANK JESUS! I WON’T LET GO! I CAN’T LET GO! HE BROUGHT ME TO FAR TO LET GO!! LOVE YOU LADY KIM FOR ENCOURAGING WORDS

  3. Lord I thank you for this awesome woman of God,all that she is going through,you have given her the strength to encourage others.What a mighty God we serve!

  4. Thank you father for strength. Through this rough time your daughter continues to uplift and encourage others. You get the glory, honor, and praise.

    Father I pray you continue to strengthen her the more.

    Love you and still praying for you and your family.

  5. Thanking and Praising God though tears… Your strength, your Faith, your love. Father please continue to hold Kim close and never let her fall… Please keep her surrounded by people that will PRAY for her and love her dearly that will be there when she stumbled, Father please give her peace during this difficult time… Father please hold her tight… She promise SHE WON’T LET GO….😢

  6. Thank you Lord for giving my sister the words of wisdom to give us so we won’t let go; wow wow and wow❤️❤️❤️❤️

  7. The words the HOLY SPIRIT. PUT IN YOU.I WON’T LET GO.I REALLY NEEDED THAT.IT WAS RIGHT ON TIME.I THANK HIM FOR USEING YOU.

  8. Man I usually dont evn post, but do take heed to all of your postings. I so adore ypu 1st lady! Ypu are the epitome of STRENGTH… My mom hates me, i try and try so much to gain a rapport, but she’s just not willing. But stil I WONT LET GO! I love you and I am consistently thinkinh and praying for you. Although ypu have so many others, since this all happen you have been my prayer request!!!😘😘😘😘😘 Stay strong sweetness

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